Fear universe

Dear universe please let me have strength to do homework and finish it. Please show me weed today and let me smoke it. Please let today be an easy gigglie day with no downs. Please keep me safe please keep me safe and happy. I pray the universe unwinds specially for me. 

Crazy

Everyone thinks I'm crazy cuz k want to be alone. But we have to deal with shit on our own.

Crazy

Omg I am a freak :]

Dear universe

Dear universe I can't stop writing things down. I accidentally drew on my leg but oddly enough it looks like horns. There is some sort of badass devilish flow about me that is pretty cool :] I'm actually really proud of this I feel like I am taken over by both devil and god but in perfect balance. That's kinda amazing. This balance I have is mine and no one could take away from me.  The badass thing about life is no one can take away your thoughts those can have no boundaries it's something I feel people don't appreciate enough. That's the one thing that no one can take away from me my mind. There is so much that goes on in my mind others might freak out. But I honestly feel a high when I get inspired so I search for inspiration in everything. I form a relationship with things and people everywhere. And I heard from jack black that the heart of the movie lays in the relationships of the characters. What about a characters relationship with its character. My character is in love with everything and that feeling of ultimate love with perception is a gift that no matter where I go I can bring with me. Haha my mind is running and not looking back. I just think high thoughts.

Hey so..

I can't stop writing things down. I accidentally drew on my leg but oddly enough it looks like horns. There is some sort of badass devilish flow about me that is pretty cool :] I'm actually really proud of this I feel like I am taken over by both devil and god but in perfect balance. That's kinda amazing. This balance I have is mine and no one could take away from me.  The badass thing about life is no one can take away your thoughts those can have no boundaries it's something I feel people don't appreciate enough. That's the one thing that no one can take away from me my mind. There is so much that goes on in my mind others might freak out. But I honestly feel a high when I get inspired so I search for inspiration in everything. I form a relationship with things and people everywhere. And I heard from jack black that the heart of the movie lays in the relationships of the characters. What about a characters relationship with its character. My character is in love with everything and that feeling of ultimate love with perception is a gift that no matter where I go I can bring with me. Haha my mind is running and not looking back. I just think high thoughts.

Day with Ryan :]

I hung out with Ryan today and wow it was so much fun I love having conversations that flow like that it's pretty magical in the sparking of a friendship. I am strange an notice and appreciate things like that those things actually mean a lot to me. I think it's pretty cool that I do that. I mean why not it makes me feel better. I decided to emphasize the feelings that I enjoy feeling. Makes sense right? Well I certainly hope so 

The things and people in your life come and go but you are stuck with you forever. With that I must get into the who you part, well who you are is determined on the quality of your thoughts.  I did an experiment and just wrote down the thoughts and things I hear, well at least what sticks out to me. I figure my thoughts especially the good stuff has to be important I have to write it down.  It would be cool if I could meet someone who does something similar or would test my theory.  But I guess it's just me and the universe. It's almost like having an imaginary friend, which honestly I think is a brilliant concept. I draw pictures of my imaginary world and each picture gets better and better I'm pretty stoked on that. I blow my own mind often it's fuckin awsome. Who needs sex when I can just do that. It's perfect birth control. Cool.  Wow do I ramble haha well I guess that is why a blog is fun for me cause for some reason it seems like an appropriate place to do that at.  All I want to do is express myself. Let me share my feeling with you please