Fear universe

Dear universe please let me have strength to do homework and finish it. Please show me weed today and let me smoke it. Please let today be an easy gigglie day with no downs. Please keep me safe please keep me safe and happy. I pray the universe unwinds specially for me. 

Crazy

Everyone thinks I'm crazy cuz k want to be alone. But we have to deal with shit on our own.

Crazy

Omg I am a freak :]

Dear universe

Dear universe I can't stop writing things down. I accidentally drew on my leg but oddly enough it looks like horns. There is some sort of badass devilish flow about me that is pretty cool :] I'm actually really proud of this I feel like I am taken over by both devil and god but in perfect balance. That's kinda amazing. This balance I have is mine and no one could take away from me.  The badass thing about life is no one can take away your thoughts those can have no boundaries it's something I feel people don't appreciate enough. That's the one thing that no one can take away from me my mind. There is so much that goes on in my mind others might freak out. But I honestly feel a high when I get inspired so I search for inspiration in everything. I form a relationship with things and people everywhere. And I heard from jack black that the heart of the movie lays in the relationships of the characters. What about a characters relationship with its character. My character is in love with everything and that feeling of ultimate love with perception is a gift that no matter where I go I can bring with me. Haha my mind is running and not looking back. I just think high thoughts.

Hey so..

I can't stop writing things down. I accidentally drew on my leg but oddly enough it looks like horns. There is some sort of badass devilish flow about me that is pretty cool :] I'm actually really proud of this I feel like I am taken over by both devil and god but in perfect balance. That's kinda amazing. This balance I have is mine and no one could take away from me.  The badass thing about life is no one can take away your thoughts those can have no boundaries it's something I feel people don't appreciate enough. That's the one thing that no one can take away from me my mind. There is so much that goes on in my mind others might freak out. But I honestly feel a high when I get inspired so I search for inspiration in everything. I form a relationship with things and people everywhere. And I heard from jack black that the heart of the movie lays in the relationships of the characters. What about a characters relationship with its character. My character is in love with everything and that feeling of ultimate love with perception is a gift that no matter where I go I can bring with me. Haha my mind is running and not looking back. I just think high thoughts.

Day with Ryan :]

I hung out with Ryan today and wow it was so much fun I love having conversations that flow like that it's pretty magical in the sparking of a friendship. I am strange an notice and appreciate things like that those things actually mean a lot to me. I think it's pretty cool that I do that. I mean why not it makes me feel better. I decided to emphasize the feelings that I enjoy feeling. Makes sense right? Well I certainly hope so 

The things and people in your life come and go but you are stuck with you forever. With that I must get into the who you part, well who you are is determined on the quality of your thoughts.  I did an experiment and just wrote down the thoughts and things I hear, well at least what sticks out to me. I figure my thoughts especially the good stuff has to be important I have to write it down.  It would be cool if I could meet someone who does something similar or would test my theory.  But I guess it's just me and the universe. It's almost like having an imaginary friend, which honestly I think is a brilliant concept. I draw pictures of my imaginary world and each picture gets better and better I'm pretty stoked on that. I blow my own mind often it's fuckin awsome. Who needs sex when I can just do that. It's perfect birth control. Cool.  Wow do I ramble haha well I guess that is why a blog is fun for me cause for some reason it seems like an appropriate place to do that at.  All I want to do is express myself. Let me share my feeling with you please 

I've done more than I could say amen

Dear universe  I am watching the screaming skull. At the beginning they have a warning message like the kind they have on cigarets. I like that idea. Hell me find a way to incorporate that into my story. I pray that I find the inspiration to write my store more clearly. I also pray that I leave good outlines for myself. I pray I never need that iPod. I pray that my life changes up in only possitive ways which will make my story more badass. I pray that I have my big break. I pray I find an opportunity on explore talent that changes my life very soon(like now) lol. I pray I am in a movie. I pray I motivate people everyday. I pray that I help in aiding people to learn to love, at least any aspect of their life. I pray I can successfully make people think and think out loud. I defiantly and super grateful for what I have I pray I always feel grateful for what I have. I pray for money lots of money. I beg you universe please show me my big break. I pray for everyone and hope that each person learned at least something about themselves that they are proud of. I pray that everyone feels like a badass. I pray that others get heard. I pray that I find lost souls and help guide them. I pray for comfort ability in my next home. I pray that getting into my new home is fast and easy. I have done more than I could say that is for sure. But I have said so much already on top of that lol.  I pray for more strength and comfort in my life. I pray I meet people who are dreamers like me. I pray I don't have to wait much longer. I pray it's never too late. I pray I rise up and take the power back. I pray for the moment that flips my life around in a badass way. I may be asking a lot but I feel you don't mind I mean you seem to respond with joy so it wouldn't hurt to try right? Love you :]

Now that I....

Started this whole blogging thing I just can't stop. I just wish someone would look at this and be interested in my thoughts...one day...one day it will all matter and actual method can be linked with my madness. I live for the days that change my life. I make those days everyday. People say I have a light about me. God I love hearing that. My light is what I take pride in and maybe sometimes over egaggerate. A PERSONS LIGHT IS THEIR GIFT. GIFTS ARE SOMETHING SOMEONE SHARES WITH SOMEONE ELSE. YOU GET GIFTS FROM THOSE YOU LOVE. Well I have gifts and love for everyone I wonder where that puts me :] tappin on the heavens above and beyond.

Almost 420

It's almost 420 I wish I had some w e e d that would be the bees knees. I can not lie. I'll take blame. I can't quite I will fight without you. I lose my mind with out you

Haha

I have a good feeling in my heart. I am so happy I made a blog one day someone will want to see it. I know I will I need more proof at this point

Dream

This life is for the dreamers. Only problem is that the quality of an average persons dreams seems to have boundaries. That is who I want to be apart of my life, people who dream and don't stop. I am a very crazy honest dreamer. My life feels and sounds and looks like a dream. I am now seeing how confident I should be. I am going to wear my dreams out loud. I just want to only take steps forward. I hope I can share about my crazy life. People may hear but how many truly going to listen.. I hope people see how ready I keep myself. I want to show with my life how you can speed up time. And that's by achomplishing the most you can and write down your thoughts or the words around you. I will show the world how important keeping track is. But it starts off weird until you get it in a flow. The flow took a long time to achieve but im just now realizing that my letters to the universe are ones I need to fill a book with. I want to create good luck and fortune for others

I often..

Lay in bed and try and puzzle the whole idea of life together. I guess that's basically what this blog is about. The puzzle of the universe. Good thing it left me a paper trail and I added on to the trail.

Carry me home

I let the music take me over. It's the only thing that makes sense anymore

You are special

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

Tonight [calvin Harris- close to you

Did not go as I expected actually it went better than expected. I ended up being around people who care about me. Well at lease it seems like that either way doesn't matter because I care about all of them. The day begun with being taken advantage of to triumph. I pray that good and evil work together in my life showing harmony and balance. May each day present a mirical that can not be mistaken. Allow only good loving people in my life.

Few of my own quotes

Be who you are otherwise you will miss your life Only you can free your own hands Half a moon isn't half enough Love to survive Life is a playground I'm playing on the jungle gym Create your own luck These pages spill my blood

Other peoples quotes I love

The happiness of your life depends on the quality of your thoughts. Our survival is the love that we give. It's paradise if you can earn it It's kind of fun to do the impossible. Live in love Trust faith surrender Make your own luck Define your own road in life

Music

Music is playing in the background it is right for me it makes me remember.

Theory on a quote

If a strong possitive attitude creates more miricales than any wonder drug then what about a strong possitive attitude and a wonder drug

Motavation

There is something ultra special about m o t a. I like to say SMOKE GOOD SMOKE GOD. It's Gods gift[the wanted-glad you came]I feel like I have come up with theory's about weed. It is like SMOKING LOVE and that warms your soul. I honestly feel like the souls of the world need warming. I pray for weed for everyone. I strongly feel like m o t a should be legalized already I mean come on soooooo many people smoke it it's crazy. Cops have even told me to just smoke that. Hell yeah pot seems to be making a come back. I want to hell stand up for the cause! Always and forever<3

Love

So tonight turned out to be wonderful it feels like my life is a tragedy turned triumph type thing. It feels like the next step is meeting more people. I need to get used to it. I want to motivate people. I wish somebody could feel whati feel and that is LOVE. It's the greatest feeling ever. So I chose to feel love in every moment. If I talk and act in love with life then it could only get better. I have basically love letters and prayers to the universe. I am so comfortable surprisingly and I am stoned and honestly it feels amazing. I love marijuana

Glory and fame

I must go further than this. It's my only wish

Please universe

It would be amazing to have something. For reals

Huh

I can't help but wonder why I write everything down like I do. I just hope it makes sense soon. I need some clarity. I need something

open heart

I close my eyes and open my heart 
It's going to be a Linley road 
It makes me want to sing
TRUEST never had a friend like music I put my soul into it 
every song to every line 
Is a sentence in time

this is how it starts

This is how it starts 
When something stops your heart 
Then you come alive 
And fly through the sky

yup

Tune in switch off turn on explode
Across the universe it's me I'm brilliant
It's me anything
The world turns me on
The wind is high it blows my mind
Love is all

hello kitty coloring book

hehe

i did this yay ;]

me

made this for a comedian

more

quick sketches

me

heart of a lion

am i

just crazy to think that this could work. why do i feel so strongly about things. i pray that someone will show me why.

para dice

i am a young girl in pursuit of glory and fame
i will do anything to feel the flame
nobody know my world well it moves
i am still making all my dreams come true
your love is my paradise
almost to paradise
looking for a young boy in pursuit of money and fame and he would do anything he could to heal my pain.
i can hear him scream
paradise in search of paradise
i will make the sun shine forever and i will paint things gold.
my love is forever
on that road to riches. blisters
i will put dollars on my tree with knowledge cuz im climbing to the top from the bullshit im tired.
dead presidents wink back
im smoking good its ok im just thinking back call me crazy ive been called worse
its like i have it all but whats it all worth i know im better in my after life

my life

is like a combination of alice in wonderland, red riding hood, snow white if i had to break it down to 3 things. but for some reason my life seems to be related to oh so many movies and stories and song. i wonder why that is i mean the similarities are crazy it just makes my life that much more fun. it also makes it feel much more badass

tales of mystery and imagination

i like so make a cartoon version of my real life situations. its soo fun i am not going to lie its like an adventure

As I wish

Is it? I pray it's better than it looks

Visual communication

I love it and am good at it I'm a beast

Why me?

Why do I think I am someone? Well I am so possitive it's freaky at the same time still have my dark side. I am rediculously easy to get along with. I have a whole lot of imagination. I am a great icon for my generation. I live in love. My heart is open to everything everyone and everywhere I am in my life even the bad. I always learn from everything that happens in my life. I am me and you will meet no one else like me. I keep my word and mean what I do and say. I am super honest its crazy. Im letting my light shine

Dear universe

Dear universe Please show me that I am making the right choices. Please show me that I am near where I am going. Please show me the people that should be really in my life. Please show me it's almost over now and that the end is getting closer now cuz I am running. Where is it heading where and I gonna land  I want to know if I'm the real winner. Please show me a man that makes me feel at home and comfy with. Please show me love you have already shown me that you have my back like no one else's by totally giving me exactly what I wanted. So I am going to make this whole asking you things through prayer. Thank you. Please show me that I am a knockout. Please show me triumph over tragedy today. Please let today be a lucky day. Please show me magic today. Please help my mom understand today and not be mad. Please show me that you are with me every second I am alive. Please keep me high all day. Please show me my dream man. Please show me fans act ing like this is an ok thing to do and actually a brilliant way. Please help others see how perfectly everything I do falls into place. I will give it all I got. I feel like I belong on a throne please show me it's true. Please show me beer. Please show me that I am the best. Please help me use everything to my advantage. Please I am not afraid I am glad I went to that bad place to get this one. No one is stopping me. Please show me that I am one with the universe. Please show me that I am king. Please show me that I am not a human being. Please show me that that super moon was for me please show me that. Please show me how I am chosen please show me. Please show me how I change the norm routine. Please show me that I can do anything with my art and words. Please help me full in all the spaces left for me. Please show. Please show me I'm a wild flower. Please show me I have been to hell and back. Please show me marijuana. Please show me that I can lay it down. Please show me that I am good and good at it. Please show me I am in bleed mode. Please show me I have found love. Please show me you I want to see you. I want love lots of love 

Monster

I am in my film history class and well I can't hell but blog but I like the energy and the flo of my thoughts in this environment. I really pray for something amazing to suddenly happen I feel like a kind small monster I just write like a machine. Dear universe Please help me in my pursuit my dreams. Please let my luck take me by surprise. Please let my tragedys turn to triumph. I pray for your constant signs to continue to exist in my life. K pry I lose weight. I pray court goes good and I don't go to jail. Please be there for me and show me that I am on the right track. Please show me my road even more than what I can see. Please show me a sign your listening. Please show me all the things I have been writing have a good reason.

Allison said

That I am like a female Quentin Terantino. How far can I take that compliment. I like that idea

how i feel right now..

well i am feeling nervous and well i just pray that i can land something like a role in a pinneapple express type movie. i feel like i have loads of potential but i am not sure where exactly to explore it. i hope this exploretalent.com is well the way i can explore it basically.

Explore talent

ok so i signed up for this thing called explore talent and well i am just praying to the universe that something happens with it. i am nervous because i havent done anything like that before and i have no experience but i guess it feels like i have enough life experience to be able to be good for something. lets see how it goes

HERE I GO

GOODBYE WISH ME LUCK AT COURT

LINKED IN

http://www.linkedin.com/profile/view?id=182540787&trk=tab_pro

THE SHOW GOES ON

THEY CANT STOP ME NOW THE SHOW HAS ONLY JUST BEGUN ;]

FUCK YEAH.....
BUT I AM FLIPING THE SCRIPT I AM STARTING AT THE END AND ENDING AT THE START

HEHE OH YEAH JACKIE FUCKING ROCKS

STARBUCKS

AKA STARDOLLARS



I PRAY

BALANCE[SKY IS OPENING]

http://www.thesubnet.com/portal/wod/mtr/Balance.html

     As an agent of Ma'at in the world, a mummy has a Balance rating that measures the strength of his understanding and relationship with universal justice, balance, and rightness. A mummy starts out with only a limited Balance, which is granted by the joining and the rite that gifts him with eternal life. As he studies and progresses, proving himself worthy through his words and deeds, he can strengthen and deepen his understanding of this universal principle. An Amenti with a deep understanding of Balance is capable of amazing feats, since those in harmony with Ma'at know that the force of the universe is behind their deeds.

     A mummy character begins with one point in his Balance score. You may increase this rating with Freebie Points during character creation to a maximum of three points. A mummy's Balance score limits his ratings in Hekau Paths, as well as the amount of Sekhem he can have.

     Balance is the trait that represents a mummy's growth along the path of Ma'at. Gaining Balance is a combination of facing one's mistakes, learning from the wisdom of the Judges of Ma'at, and honoring the designs of the divine. Anubis leads a first-time mummy before one of the Judges of Ma'at, and the mummy learns the primary lessons of balance. The first judge is often called Ankh, or Life, in deference to the fact that it grants permission for Osiris to resurrect the deceased.

     Should one of the Resurrected fall from grace, the judges strip him of any undeserved power. In game terms, a mummy may have his Balance rating reduced immediately, but he retains his current Attributes, Abilities, and Hekau until the next time he encounters the judges. At that time, the Judges of Ma'at reduce any of the character's attributes or Abilities above five that exceed the penitent's present Balance rating. Additionally, any of the character's Hekau Paths higher than his current Balance rating are reduced equal to his Balance score, even if this amount is less than five points.

     A mummy who has obtained great power and fallen from grace may decide to estrange himself from the judges. It's said that a few of the Ishmaelites and Cabiri thwart the will of Osiris in just such a manner. A refugee from the justice of Ma'at drifts ever further from true balance until he's no more enlightened than the typical person, at best or until he falls to the jaws of the Corrupter. The judges deal harshly with such a fugitive mummy should he someday appear before them. Depending upon how long the mummy has chosen to defy the justice of Ma'at, this penalty most likely results in a reduction to Balance 2, along with the accompanying Trait reductions as mentioned previously -- unless his crimes merit even worse punishment. A mummy who has fallen so far risks tumbling into the clutches of Apophis.

     To the Teomallki, this trait is "Direction" and functions the same was as Balance. It represents their understanding, not of their place in the universe, but of the path the gods have directed them to walk. More than this, it represents their willingness and ability to walk that path. The purpose of life can, of course, differ from Teomallki to Teomallki, based on which gods they follow. Therefore, there are few ways for an outsider to tell how firmly "directed" a given Teomallki may be, as two with the same Direction level might behave in completely different fashion to one another.

     "Quest" is the name by which the Wu T'ian known this aspect of themselves, which functions just as Balance does. Like the Amenti, they seek to understand their place in the grand scheme of things. Like the Teomallki, they base their very identity at least partially on their ability to follow and obey those whom they serve. The higher their Quest rating is, the more aligned they are with the direction and the dictates and the Ten Precepts of Heaven. This usually, but not always, mirrors the Wu T'ian's understanding of the precepts of Tao.

     In game terms, a mummy's Balance rating represents a degree of spiritual englightenment, awareness, and balance. An Amenti ultimately quests to improve his Balance and strengthen Ma'at throughout the world in so doing. Balance represents the mummy's spiritual center, his ideals, and the advancement of his soul. The Balance rating affects a number of things in the game:
     Strength of Conviction: A player can roll Balance in order for his character to resist any temptation or force that tries to get him to take action against the natural order. The scope of this roll includes the influence of Social Attributes and Abilities as well as a supernatural powers such as a vampire's Dominate Discipline or a wizard's Mind magic. The Storyteller rates the difficulty depending on the degree of the influence applied to the mummy and how far the act diverges from the natural order. Resisting a mystical command to attack a fellow mummy might be difficulty 4, while deciding to overlook the drug dealing of a helpful contact might be difficulty 8. In cases in which the Storyteller allows a Willpower roll in order to avoid a given effect, a mummy's player may add the Balance rating to his Willpower score for the roll.
     Upholding Ma'at: A mummy can use the strength of his Balance to protect the natural order from unnatural changes. In game terms, doing so grants a character a dice pool equal to his Balance score that he may use to oppose true magic spells that mortal wizards cast. Performing this countermagic requires the character to take an action, and the player rolls Balance against difficulty 8 to reduce or negate a spell cast by a mage. This ability doesn't apply against Hekau or a vampire's supernatural abilities.
     Personal Development: The mummy can have Attribute ratings equal to his Balance score, so a character whose Balance goes above five can spend Experience to increase his Attributes to superhuman levels. Similarly, a mummy's magical skill is limited by his adherence to the path of Ma'at. No Hekau can exceed his Balance score.
     Power: A character's Balance determines how much Sekhem he can have at any one time. A mummy can only attain a greater Sekhem rating through the use of Hekau.
     Forbiddance: The Reborn can use the power of Ma'at to drive away malign supernatural influences. The character takes an action and a resisted roll occurs. The mummy's player rolls Balance while the opponents player rolls Willpower, each against difficulty 6. if the mummy is successful, the malign supernatural influence can't attack, and it must leave the immediate area as soon as possible. If the two leave the immediate area as soon as possible. If the two players tie or if the opponent rolls more successes, nothing happens. The precise definition of "malign supernatural influences" is up to the Storyteller. At the very least -- for those with the full array of World of Darkness core rulebooks at their disposal -- it includes vampires, ghosts, the walking dead, Banes, fomori, spectres, Nephandi, and Marauders.

     Certain actions are violations of the universal principle of justice. As agents of Ma'at, the Resurrected are expected to avoid such transgressions. Failing to uphold the balance can result in the inability to advance in understanding of the divine principle or, worse yet, punishment from the Judges of Ma'at in the form of a reduction in Balance rating (and, perhaps a corresponding decrease in relating Abilities.
     Offenses are rated according to their seriousness. Less enlightened mummies are accorded a certain measure of understanding by the judges, but with greater understanding of Ma'at comes both greater power and greater responsibility. Those who have a higher Balance are held to a higher standard. Offenses that might have one been tolerated become punishable by a loss in power and prestige. At the most advanced levels, the Reborn become living embodiments of Ma'at, leaving behind the foolish behavior of their earlier ignorance. The following chart lists offenses against Ma'at as appropriate to the character's Balance rating:

Balance	Offenses
1	Offenses against individuals, including murder, rape, torture, and similar crimes. Any deliberate act that leads to death or permanent harm of a living person who lives in harmony with Ma'at. The lives of all persons living in accord with Ma'at must be honored and respected.
2	Any of the above intentional offenses against any living creature living in accord with Ma'at. Allowing any of the above offenses to take place without trying to prevent it.
3	Causing harm to any person out of hatred, jealousy, fear, or the like (although self-defense is acceptable). Destroying particularly valuable or inspirational objects such as ancient ruins or religious icons. Causing harm to yourself, including destructive patterns of behavior, addiction, and so forth.
4	Doing intentional harm to personal or public property without just cause. Impassioned harm against any living creature. Inflicting emotional harm on another person intentionally. Inflicting emotional harm on another person intentionally.
5	Doing harm to another person through ignorance, negligence, or thoughtlessness.
6	Theft, deception, or betrayal against any person.
7	Doing harm (physical, emotional, or spiritual) to any person, for any reason other than self-defense or the upholding of Ma'at.
8	Doing harm to any living creature, for any reason other than self-defense or the upholding of Ma'at.
9	Allowing any of the previous offenses to take place in your presence without making an effort to prevent it.
10	Doing anything less than your absolute best to uphold and embody Ma'at at all times.

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     Clearly, Ma'at is a difficult path to follow, since it requires upholding a strong moral and ethical code. In the game, the Storyteller takes the role of Ma'at and her judges, and he decides whether or not any given action constitutes an offense. As a rule of thumb, the Storyteller should always inform the player when his character is about to take an action that constitutes an offense against Ma'at. A mummy can feel the balance within him, and he always knows when he goes against universal principle. That awareness -- the metaphysical equivalent of feeling the ship's deck tilting under your feet -- is what makes the mummy's actions meaningful. He doesn't act in ignorance. If the player chooses to go through with the action anyway, rather than looking for another option, the character must deal with the consequences.
     The Storyteller should strive to be fair and consistent in applying the requirements of Ma'at. Players shouldn't feel the Storyteller is trying to persecute them, and an act that's an offense for one character should be an offense for another character of the same Balance rating. At lower levels of Balance, offenses should be fairly rare. If they're not, then perhaps the group is interested in a completely different style of game. At higher levels, acting in accord with Ma'at becomes more and more difficult. Mummies have to learn to put aside their baser instincts, avoid the easy solutions, and take the moral high road in dealing with their problems.
     That's not to say that an advanced Mummy chronicle has to be about saintly immortals planting flowers and being pleasant to everyone all the time. The Undying can use force to avoid harming innocents in the process. Avoiding violence can present the characters with the opportunity to use cleverness and RolePlaying to overcome their challenges rather than opening up with the big guns. Further, note that the definition of person in the preceding table doesn't include agents of Apophis or non-living beings such as vampires. The Amenti struggle against these very beings in consideration under Ma'at. This idea may change should true balance be restored in the universe. Given the current state of the World of Darkness, though, such an event is exceedingly unlikely in the near future.

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     The road of Ma'at is a difficult one to walk, and not all of the Reborn can make the journey. The world of the living is filled with temptations, some of which are created by agents of Apophis and others of which are simply a part of being alive. Mummies possess immortality, sensitivity, mystical power, and a first-hand understanding of how precious life is. Although they have been a keen appreciation for Ma'at, they often face a greater temptation to abuse the gifts that they've been given.
     Osiris doesn't tolerate abuse of his gift of eternal life. If a mummy falls below Balance 1, one of two possible outcomes occurs. The first possibility is that the Judges of Ma'at will consider the mummy unworthy of eternal life. They cast the mummy's soul to Amemait, and the mummy is no more.
     The second option and the only chance of the mummy's continued existence is for the Amenti to renounce Osiris and Ma'at and agree to serve Apophis. Making this decision is obviously a horrendous insult to Osiris and all his followers. A mummy who's become so corrupt that such a decision actually seems appealing likely doesn't care much what the Lord of Life thinks. In this eventuality, the Corrupter appears and tempts the mummy the next time he enters the Shadowlands. If the mummy agrees to turn to Apophis, the dark serpent changes the Undying spirit to suit its needs. The mummy loses his Balance rating and all benefits of Balance. Instead of receiving the benefit of Osiris, the mummy now gains his power from dread Apophis itself.
     The Great Serpent isn't as giving with its energy. The mummy's body ages at twice the normal rate, although it suffers no corresponding loss of Attributes. The mummy suffers from the effects of disease, addiction, and similar weaknesses of the flesh as before, but while these effects can't be cured or overcome, neither do they kill the character. The mummy retains all other capabilities, including special senses, greater resistance to injury, the ability to return from the dead, and Hekau Paths at the previous levels.
     Still, the mummy's existence quickly becomes more of a curse than a blessing. Suffering the pains of mortal existence, denied the hope and peace of Ma'at and driven by dark passions, these poor creatures are enemies of all that they once upheld. Fallen mummies quickly become pitiful-looking creatures that are withered and aged, wracked with illness, and the marks of excess. They become the embodiment of Apophis' corrupting influence on the world. Rather than feeling hatred, the Reborn pity their lost cousins, and they consider destroying them to be an act of mercy.

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     Increasing Balance is more than just a matter of spending Experience. The character must also go before one or more of the Judges of Ma'at and be deemed worthy in order to exercise the power that comes with greater enlightenment along the path. Until and unless the judges find the Amenti worthy, the increase in Balance doesn't take place.
     Higher levels of Balance become significantly harder to obtain, as they represent righteous behavior and insight into the nature of the universe. Dealing with each of the Judges of Ma'at is a journey that takes many lives and deaths. Even the eldest of the Imkhu hasn't yet completed this journey.
     The mummy appears before the judges each time he dies, allowing each death cycle to be a reasonable time to increase Balance (if the Storyteller agrees that the increase is warranted). A living Amenti who feels that he has enhanced his understanding of Ma'at (that is, has accumulated enough Experience Points to increase his Balance Trait by one dot), may appear for judgment any time during his life cycle. Doing so requires the mummy to enter a deep meditative state. This trance doesn't allow the Amenti's spirit free travel throughout Duat. Instead, the soul speeds directly to Anubis in an echo of the journey that took place prior to the start of the mummy's Third Life.
     The mummy's body lies comatose while his spirit is in the underworld, just as it does when an Amenti uses Hekau to separate his soul from his khat. A resurrection roll isn't required to return from this journey to the Underworld, and it doesn't count against the number of resurrection rolls a character makes in a year.
     In game terms, each increase in the Balance Trait requires facing cumulatively more Judges of Ma'at. Therefore, a mummy with Balance 1 will face a single judge. A mummy with Balance 2 will face two judges, and so forth. The numbers are never exact from one Amenti to another or from one Balance level to another. The mummy will likely never stand before all 42 judges, though, and he may face certain ones multiple times in his journey of enlightenment. As the mummy grows in understanding, more powerful and perceptive judges attend him. However, only the goddess Ma'at herselffff can instill the understanding of the divine order necessary to gain Balance 9 or 10. the god-king Horus is said to struggle still with the teachings of the highest of the Judges of Ma'at while Anubis is thought to face only the left and right hands of the goddess, the Judges Nefer-tem and Usekh-nemmt.
     To be judged as he desires, the mummy must have no unresolved offenses against Ma'at that are greater than his desired (not current) Balance rating. The further the mummy progresses in understanding Ma'at, the more stringent the standards of judgment become. Likewise, the greater a mummy's dedication to Ma'at is, the greater the rank of the judges he's brought before becomes. See the list of offenses for specifics.
     Each of the judges may also choose to rest the character's worthiness. This test often occurs as the spirit approaches in the underworld, with dangers subtle and obvious appearing anywhere between the Pillars of the West and the borders of A'aru itself. This facet of the game allows the Storyteller to run a solo story involving the character if he so desires. If the character is judges worthy (and the player has sufficient Experience), the increase in Balance is granted. Failing to be judged worthy forces the character to undergo a test to prove that he's worthy to remain at his current Balance level, thereby expunging his present offenses against Ma'at.
     The highest levels of Ma'at are exceedingly difficult to achieve. To attain the ninth and tenth dots in Balance, the mummy must face the most wise and powerful of the judges who attend the goddess of justice herself. She makes the final decision as to whether the character is worthy of the great privilege and responsibility of such power. Ma'at may put a character through any trial imaginable in order to test his worthiness. A mummy aspiring to the highest levels of Balance finds himself tested even in the living world. Temptations and trials seem drawn to him like a magnet, offering him opportunities to prove his worthiness and further the cause of Ma'at. The Storyteller can use a character's quest to increase Balance to the highest levels as the basis for several stories or extended missions for all the characters involved.

MA'AT

CIRCUS

WHAT IS PROPER EDUCATION?

PROPER EDUCATION- ERIC PRYDZ VS PINK FLOYD

THE WORLD IS A CLASSROOM WE ARE ALL STUDENTS----I SAID THAT ;]

AM I A ROBOT?

THE WEBSITE KEEPS ASKING ME THAT.... IS IT BECAUSE I AM A BEAST AT POSTING THINGS BECAUSE IVE GOT ALOT OF INFORMATION...

WELL I AM LIKE AN ALIEN ;]

I DID THAT

JACQUELINE LAYNE LIRETTE

I DREW THAT....I HOPE YOU LOOK CLOSE IT TELLS A STORY..... I REPRESENT THESE THINGS<3

i have COURT tomorrow

WISH ME LUCK IF I DONT COME AND POST HOW IT WENT THEN IM IN JAIL.

OH WELL WHATEVER HAPPENS IS EXACTLY WHAT IS SUPPOSE TO ;]

DREAMTIME ;]

QUOTES THAT I LOVE

THE HAPPINESS OF YOUR LIFE DEPENDS ON THE QUALITY OF YOUR THOUGHTS

IT ISNT OVER TILL ITS OVER

-->BE THE CHANGE YOU WISH TO SEE IN THE WORLD

YOU NEVER KNOW UNTILL YOU TRY....AND KEEP TRYING

REMEMBER MORE THAN YOU FORGET

IF YOUR MIND CAN CONCIEVE IT AND YOUR HEART CAN BELIEVE IT YOU CAN ACHIEVE IT

OUR SURVIVAL IS THE LOVE WE GIVE

WHAT THE WORLD NEEDS IS A PEACE THAT PASSES ALL MISUNDERSTANDING

-->MUSIC IS THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES SENSE ANYMORE

GIVE PEACE A CHANCE

NOTHING IS CONSTANT BUT CHANGE

ITS BETTER TO UNDERSTAND THAN TO BE UNDERSTOOD

THEY LOVE YOU THEY HATE YOU OR THEY DONT CARE

ABOVE ALL NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF HOPE

LET FAITH BE THE LIGHT THAT GUIDES YOU

"ITS KIND OF FUN TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE"-WALT DISNEY

"ABOVE ALL I HOPE WE NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF ONE THING, THAT IT ALL STARTED WITH A MOUSE"-WALT DISNEY

all i could think of from others off the top of my head

Lupe Fiasco - The Show Goes On(IMPORTANT)

IM HAPPYFEET AKA PENGUIN

AND I AM A KING

DESTINY IS CALLING ME

I CANT WALK AWAY FROM THIS. I DONT CARE WHAT ANYONE ELSE THINKS AT THIS POINT......PEACE WITH THE QUEST

Day Dreaming

THE UNIVERSE UNFLODS EXACTLY HOW ITS SUPPOSE TO

i cant help but day dreaming about my dreams.....

law of attraction

watch how my ways either make my dreams real or i die TRYING

i cant give up my dreams are all i have they are the only thing that no one can take away from me
<3 i loveee youu

Lupe Fiasco - Daydreamin'

DEAR WORLD/UNIVERSE

II

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH I FEEL YOU AND I TRY AND READ YOU EVERYDAY. PLEASE KEEP THE MAGIC COMING. |>

TOGETHER WE HAVE CREATED SOMETHING BEAUTIFUL CANT WAIT UNTIL EVERYONE ELSE CAN SEE WHAT WE HAVE BEEN UP TOO <3

Rihanna ft. Drake - What's My Name with Lyrics on Screen

NERVOUS

I AM ABOUT TO LEAVE THE BEST SCHOOL [ART INSTITUTE OF ORANGE COUNTY] BECAUSE I AM LITERALLY SO INSPIRED THAT I WANT TO GO SOMEWHERE I CAN GO AND WRITE ME BOOK/MOVIE.

<3I PRAY THAT ME LEAVING WILL BE THE MOST AMAZING THING I DID. I PRAY THAT THINGS ONLY GET BETTER<3

Lil'Wayne - I'm Me

Lil Wayne- Bill Gates

Lil Wayne ft. Drake - Right Above It (Music Video) 2010

Lil Wayne Ft. Lupe Fiasco & Drake - Melody In My Head(2010 bLeNd)**NEW**...

Grateful Dead - Fire On The Mountain (Studio Version)

REFLECTING

SO I DECIDED TO START GOING BACK TO THE JOURNALS I HAVE BEEN OBSESSIVELY WRITING...

I AM SERIOUSLY A FUCKING GENIUS

I AM FOR SURE ON TO SOMETHING BIG

AND THIS IS JUST THE BEGINNING AND I JUST CANT FIND IT IN ME TO GIVE UP

I AM TESTING A THEORY

CAN MAKE CHANGE THAT PEOPLE SEE


I HOPE I PRAY I WISH I DREAM I DESIRE<3

ROCK BIBLE